u'r keep mine. but im not yours anymore

Afternoon blogger!

Im sorry if i pour my heart's content here. Im confused on who wanted hear my story. all of them tired of hearing me complain, happy, sad because him. I dont know what i want to tell now... Just hopeless about ya you know laaaaaaah something definitely wth him. When did you stop toying me, dude? I cant if i have to life like this. It's all not easy! no one can if have to feel like i am.

Look at me! Im strong, im cheerful, im impatient, im not easily discouraged, I ALWAYS SMILE. I always smile for you. And i do it all for lies. My heart was crying. Crying because your attitude that never cared about my feelings.

Where's ur feeling? Where's ur heart? Where are you that always love me and said good night before im going to sleep? where you are first? Can you repeat that time?

I miss the old you. You're full my day. I miss when you called me 'chuyuungs' and when you shout in my ear on the phone.

Do you remember when you sang some songs on the phone? i reminded it and want to repeat that time.

Do you remember when you expressed ur love to me? on oct 29? i reminded it and want to repeat that time.

Do you remember when you made me to laugh? i reminded it. that's ridiculous! BUT I WANT TO REPEAT THAT TIME!!!!!!!!!

You go and return. Easy go and easy come!

Strange! Fake!

Why i cant forget you? why are you SO MEAN for me? WHO ARE YOU REALLY?

eh ciiiiiiiiiil do you know? gue sayang lo. kenapa gue tulis blog ttg lo? karena gue kangen lo tau. hahaha 

My friends always remind somethings to make me move on from him. But, i ignored all of that. I think my decision is always right. If i was patient, all would be better. (although sometimes painful).

'you can forget about him if you intention' -Tiara

'are you not tired of always being hurt?' -Diana

'still a lot more of everything than him' -Prinka

and manymores....

Thanks for ur advice. I received but sorry I can not carry it out. I was riveted to it.

For you, thanks cause' you succesed being me like a mad woman. hahaha 

why is hard for me to release you? only God knows the answer and i who do it.

PEPY!